Where is my heart..? Isn't it suppose to be with u

2006-06-27T17:24:00.000+08:00

2005-10-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

NO MORE BLOGGING

2005-10-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

i dunno why u refuse to tok to me.
u called me in the middle of the night.. but u didnt speak..
i noe i've deeply hurt u.. im sorry~
we patched on thursdae but it didnt work out so ended again~

do u noe u play a big role in my life too, u think im really
tt hrtless to see u sad and be happy..

can give each other sometime..to breathe and think?
can u stop measurin the effort and planning abt future?
can u understand its not time for me to settle down yet...?
can u jus enjoy the courtship and the moment..?
theres nothing to be wasted.. becoz we startin out tis way...definitely
takes more time to noe each other...
we got together the very moment we met.. like 2nd dae? then u went in ns..
onli till tis yr we spent more time together.. and onli tis yr we quarrelled
the most! Which relationship dun take times? some took 3 yrs, 7 yrs, 10yrs..
still didnt turn up well...
yes time is precious, but didnt u live and enjoy those moment?

sori if i can return time to u i will... but i canT!! sigh..

im beri confuse.. either way is wrong.. we patched we break..
wads more?

i dunno...

its my fault.
im the hrtless one
im jus a loser in love

//sorry..

2005-10-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

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everything has come to an end.
time to move on..

now jus wanna spend more time to catch up with friends.. and gonna look for a new job~

tmr going for levis fashion show..but gotta leave early since im working at 9pm. my running nose hasn't recover yet..

did a few stupid quiz haha..kinda true but some quite farnie..

Peaceful Discreet Non Aggressive

You are easy-going yet discreet. You make friends effortlessly, yet enjoy your privacy and independence. You like to get away from it all and be alone from time to time to contemplate the meaning of life and enjoy yourself. You need space, so you escape to beautiful hideaways, but you are not a loner. You are at peace with yourself and the world, and you appreciate life and what this world has to offer.

2005-10-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

im wondering how come horoscope can be almost soooooo accurate.

im feeling better.
ytd is freakin bz, many waitress were sick as well..
the weather is bad!!!!

though im sick, still enjoyed lols.

heard zouk has not much changes.. no idea why so many pple goin last night, wads the big deal lols

2005-10-22T05:44:00.000+08:00

ALMOST HERE

Brian: Did I hear you right?
'Cause I thought you said
"Let's think it over"
You have been my life
And I never planned growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Why haven't I always loved you ?

Delta: Oh when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here

Brian: I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh, please, protect me

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts

Brian: Haven't I always loved you ?

Delta: But when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here

Delta: Oooooh oh

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts

Brian: Haven't I always loved you ?

Delta: But when I need you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well, I never knew how far behind I left you

Delta: And when I hold you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for guaranteed

Both: And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears

Brian: 'Cause I know I'm almost here

Both: Only almost here

2005-10-21T14:20:00.000+08:00

i hv dengue fever.
my whole body aches!
when i touch myself..my bones, it hurts..
omg.

not gonna die so young right?

sigh

what if im really d y i n g?
-sob-

2005-10-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

thanks esther for being there..
i really hates beeRRRRRRrr
it stinks.

egg facial is good!

im down with fever, running nose and sore thoat~
i cant swallow anithing, its so painful.

why m i so moody. and grumpy?
isit my aunty coming..?

2005-10-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

so tired
my eyes so puffy.

we made an argeement to put in more effort
hope i will gain back all the feelings.

i noe u cant let go..
i noe it not easy...

sry, to cause u so hrt broken.

2005-10-18T15:07:00.000+08:00

its so difficult...

2005-10-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

why do i feel so confused?

2005-10-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

i so bored.
gastric is killing me argh.`
hate my bodyclock
hais.

went town watched movie.
enjoyed myself,
is my mens comin? arghhh~ why so moody? and grumpy?
im not like tt. *sigh*

stupid japanese food..
i guess i will nv go back again.

tmr workin! faster faster 28th!!!
i realli nid to adjust back my clock.
c'mon...time pass faster~

nov. new month new start. new chapter..
hope so!!

2005-10-15T04:32:00.000+08:00

theres nothing to blog. but i just felt the need to update.. -weird-
god, i honestly don't know what's going on with me, but i've never experienced consistent anxiety like this before. i couldn't fall asleep tis whole month until 7am!!! because of it, i was sheerly exhausted.

time for me to plan my future. i need to get so many things done! argh my birkenstock! i haven collect it frm cherish! i bet she mus be furious tat i didnt turn up again..

my dearest girlfriends isnt it time for us to meet up? huh!? im so mad abt u guys.. coz its always me me me... smsing u all~

*sigh*

im bored so did tis boringggggg survey

Five details about you ...

1. I respect and love my mother the most.
2. I hate cats
3. I am spoilt since young, so~ im suffering now..
4. Definitely a caring friend lols
5. Easily in love and out of love.

Five details about your appearance right now ...

1. shorts
2. white tee
3. hair tied up
4. without make up - eek -
5. i look so slpy..

Five things you did yesterday ...

1. had a WONDERFUL dinner prepared by my lovely mother.
2. did d.i.y facial egg with vic e
3. went jp with bf
4. ate maggee for supper
5. did manicure

Five memorable things you did in the last year ...

1. went clubbin (underage)
2. hmm.. took up manicure course
3. went clubbin (officially 18)
4. broke off with CHESTER!!! *yesh*
5. Attach with Clifton..

Five things that make you happy ...

1. when my family members are healthy and safe.
2. Shop, sing and chill with friends.
3. Praise and appreciate by pple ard me
4. fall in love with the right guy..
5. when im prettily dressed up.

Five things that impress you ...

1. Gentleman.
2. pple who are intelligent and capable yet modest.
3. perfect features and figures
4. rich and remarkable pple.
5. pple who can draw beautifully...

Five things that don't impress you ...

1. An obsession with cars..
2. People who curse and is evil.
3. Ignorance and arrogance
4. Pple who keep calling and smsing me.
5. An obsession with looks..

Five things you can't live without ...

1. Family!!
2. Friendship~
3. my make up kit..
4. Hp!
5. and of coz God

2005-10-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

finally com are fixed and its workin!
can start my bloggin habit liao.. lols

Sundae

went town with abbey and my church mates. yes took neoprint again, but abbey haven scan.. so have to wait for her~
actualli i requested to quit on saturdae but my boss ask me to go back.. so maybe will help him till month end ba. hais sianz... nowadays more pple give me tips so happi.. got extra cash to spend.. so many things to buy!

2005-10-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Sundae

went church with jimmey, had lunch at the nearby kopitiam.. the wantan mee is my fav!! its been quite some time since i last tasted it. =p

we talk abt my future, wad im intendin to do.. seriously everything ahead seems so uncertain.. i dun think i will ever be statisfied with my pay.. hais wad to do im jus a spoiltbrad

"life is short.. everything on earth is temporary" - ya i shld stick with tis and console myself haha..

aniwae i cant bring my wealth or looks if i pass away..

Mondae

went town with darling, took neoprints.. and had a delicious meal..at taka's German swiss and Ambush. gonna post some of the pics next time after i upload..

2005-10-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

sianz.. both of my computers are down down down!!!! so maybe tis few daes cldnt blog as regularly~

working has been alright..more conflicts~ i got 100bucks tips, but i so stupid!!! only accept 50bucks~ regret regret. hais. i kept sayin i gonna quit but..still hestitatin ..

using back xanga at the moment coz can connect n noe more pple.. keke. blog is getting borrrring~!

sian sian sian

thursdae

had a wonderful time with darling, we had mac for breakfast then went jurong point for shopping. both of us tried wearin this cute rubber shoes , its damn comfy!!!

notti darling disturb tis manequin haha

haha i realli love those rubber shoes~ after shoppin, darling sent me to work ;) i miss him alot. i've mastered the hokkien duet!! ah du and jiang hui one~ so happy and got a $50 tips again

2005-09-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

i hate tequila shots! shitty drink~ terrible terrible!

i kinda miss my friends.. but they are all busy and no time for me. *sob* workin is gettin more n more boring~ kinda sick of it~ but no choice if i quit i got no $$$ to spend. Hais, hopefully can get a day job with high pay~ sianz..........

hopefully within this yr i can learn to be more independent, for the yrs to come i might wanna be a stewardess.. but not SIA la not TIGER also or other stupid airline. lols see how la... its all contract base sia sianz

the super vain me

2005-09-27T17:49:00.000+08:00

wrote a letter for u last night for our anniversary, i wanted to pass to u todae.. but u gave me attitude

pls go n think which gf will travel frm my place all the way to ur place and then go home alone.. even its for tt few hrs~ i dont mind, but did u appreciate? NEVER~

sori im not like ur exS stayin nearby.. u wan u go back to them la!

goin to work tonight, dun blame me for being bz next mth on.. since u dun cherish then forget it.
i hate being push around.

disappointed
//are we meant for each other? or we're just wasting each others time?

2005-09-27T02:09:00.000+08:00

i realise i hv alot of mascaras!

meet up with my pri sch bestie - pris! i miss her so so much! she's such a hot babe now. we went shopping and bought 2 spag tops and 3 earrings.. keke my nv ending obsession for earrings!

$2 Cheap cheap cheap!

foolin in topshop!

hais.. todae boss last min ask me work! !@#$% always last min one.. or else i will go down..can earn $$$$ wasted! hopefully i will get $50 tips again like last week~ hehe

was suppose to meet up with kelly cat n daph at 8+ but they still eatin...abt 9+pm.. hais

http://gprime.net/video.php/livetonguepiecingreal life tongue piecin take a l0ok

2005-09-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

Saturday

was suppose to be workin tt night, but gave some lame excuses. sry Elin denise n daphne.. i din noe u guys went down to look for me *touched* so sry

meet up with dear, lineng, lionel, jia en and amelia at marina sq for movie. we watched The Myth, the korean actress.. Jing xi san is damn pretty sia~ haha* jacky purposly get all the chio bu to strip for him~ TI KO !!!! aniwae, his story line is kinda unique, though i hate the ending~

after movie, we went geylang for our dim sum supper.. i miss the porridge dere! =P~ supper ended at abt 4am! its more like brkfast sia~ stayed over at dear place. im super tired`

pictures taken on sat

where we had our dim sum

we look spastic

tip top curry pok haha

buddies for life

outside Dxo

Sunday

woke up abt 4.30pm.. slp 12 hrs full~ my body clock is messed up. we went town to celebrate Lineng's 22th bdae. Me, dear, lionel, glenda, abby, ze min, kenny etc~ were there. cut the cake outside coffeebean. Lineng is so weird, he doesnt wan us to sing hapi bdae song for him.. -lols- i think he's too shy. After tt we headed to prata hse for supper.. and crap until 2+am.

i miss u dear.

picture taken on sundae

hapi bdae lineng

darling helpin up..

grp photo

grp photo2

brothers

abby glenda lineng n me

the babes

2 uncles on the bike haha

Dear dear

-.-"

our reflection

ghostly lo0k

pics frm evon's blog

anione wanna buy volka? lols

are we drunk?

sweetie abbey and extra nicky's hand

wahahah the sampats!

i dun rem takin tis pic! hahahaha.a.a.!!!! so awful

hw vain can we be?

omg so violent!!!

yea~! shes so fckin drunk.. she's mine tonight ahhaha

abbey givin birth!!

2005-09-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

got my pay, but so little cos my boss deduct my advance pay~ but enuff for some retail therapy. I got a new lobang 1 hr $12 is a promotin for a advertise film, no sales require.. but maximum 4hrs a dae~ hmm~might consider workin.

going to get my birks frm cherish lata.. there goes my $63~

startin next mth, i will be super busy. Workin for loreal, pub and the promoter tingy. lols! all part-time~ aniwae can save some for rainy daes! and get my gucci or dior or wadeva bag la.. mayone get darling something, coz i owe him big time!

so chio and so fckin EX!

im confused. shld i continue studyin? coz im struggling with the drawins and stupid assignment. hais! fcking course - FASHION MARKETING AND MERCHANDISING ! its not DESIGN! why i still hv to draw n draW?

2005-09-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

wednesdae

before going momo

me n abbey

inside momo toilet haha

happi birthdae TRUDY!

clubbin is gettin more n more boring...
hais.. maybe im sian of tis kinda night life liao~

Dear thanks for comin down.. hugs.. love u lotss

2005-09-21T15:43:00.000+08:00

going clubbing @ MOMO tonight, to celebrate tt trudy banana bdae!
ciaoz

2005-09-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

todae

after school, went sunshine plaza for lunch with sherilyn. chitchat..more like gossip LOLS aniwae had a nice time with her =) after tt went to library, surf net.. saw my ex bmc friend JAck` hah* small world.

sherilyn doing her work.

Cindy came to look for us, ive not seen her for 1 month i think? she left nafa and currently goin SIM! so rich sia~ envy envy.

went to abbey hse to upload all the pic in my dig camera. keke.. finally all are uploaded! can view it below..

darling i miss u! hope wadeva u said is true.
i love u lots*

pics taken on mondae at IMM DIASO

darling look so cute haha

my baobei and me

short update of my bdae

my bdae is the same dae as my sis r.o.m so we invited many relatives and friends. had so much food and fun~ =] we went ktv too.. thanks to all who came! and all the angbaos and presents =)

i love my mommy! shes the greatest~

PICTURES ON 18.09.05

the aunties

=P~ makan time

cute nicky postin

friends foreva

One big family

All my darlings

happy bdae to me.
my wish - all my love ones to stay healthy n happy!

1,2,3 ... Blowwww

hello..lol

my darling and me

Ktv time CheerS*

denise lolS

bf n bro chillin

gamble queens

haha crazie gers

the gers

us again

eatin @ backyard.

the horrible hot dogs! lols. dear n bro playin pool

nice roxy bag given by en ling =)

all liqours are given by my dear friends

finally clear up my lil beauty corner

taken on sat. in my pub..

abbey scatchin her back lols

2005-09-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY 17.09.05

i shall blog abt sat night 1st, since the pictures for the chalet will onli be uploaded tmr~

Went town with Abbey, done some shopping, she got her facial mask.. and we had our 1st meal at fareast chicken stall. Damn hungry, we ordered so much... chicken, vege, eggs.. haha like hungry ghost sia.
Zhixiong came along to join us, and i regret meetin him.. coz he is super irritatinggg.. haha* keep disturbin us & attackin me . Thanks BRO! @#$%^&*

after tt met up with ming yao at coffeebean.. tok cock slack, waitin for tt. super late queen YVONNE to arrive. When she reached, we rushed down to boat quay to get my pay.. then rush to my work place. (Thank Gosh im not late!)

Esther and ying chun came too.. they got me present!! =) but sadly i left it inside the cupboard, gonna take it back on thurs! THANKS GERS. Boss treated me drinks, coz? - im the b'dae ger` haha. We had 1 free buckets of henineken and all jugs on discounted price.

Mei xin and Jinjin joined us too.. im actually workin but~ dun looks like it. Haha... sing ktv, play cards.. enjoyed myself. Lastly, Me, Abbey n Meixin are treated by my boss for B52! haha 1st time tried tis drink.. tasted like labogini. But nicer~ kekeke* everything is nice... jus tt towards the end, some policemen came for inspection, so all left in a hurry~ but still
my dear gers, Thanks for comin.. hugs! and thanks yihan for ur levis gift cheque =)

pictures of the dae

me and colleague!

light are on, boss countin money ??

me n bebe

us again

me n esther

b52 yummy

pretty pretty nails. done by me..

2005-09-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

someone is being guilty conscious~ when did i mention her name?
aniwae shes stupid to think tt pple ard her was snatch away by me.. OH PLS.. go n survey abt how they felt towards u before jumpin into ur "conclusion" .. esther u're right man.. someone onli find u when she nids u.. aniwae..shes not impt la. pretty my FOOT.

if shes a gd friend hu will leave her?
moreover... they told me same thing as i felt.. so? its not my prb..
it lies with u..

hais...
like wad bebe mentioned.
i shall heck abt her...

changing my link soon...so she can freakin stop readin my bloggie

2005-09-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

coming back to blog abt my bdae ! ciaoz

2005-09-17T11:01:00.000+08:00

watched The longest Yard with darling, it's hilarious.
my brother dl the soundtrack and its my ringtone now. "My balls" haha* damn nice

ONE more dae is the big dae !!! din noe y mummy ask all the aunties to come also.. -.- ahha luckily we opened 2 chalet~ hoepfully they give angbaos -lols-

last night, witness a fight in my pub.. its freakinnnn scaryyyyyyy! my customer were bleedin non-stop.. almost 2 litres of bleed was on the floor and the handle of our door. Poor fella, his martell was whacked directly onto his head. And my friend, Janice went to save her bf, kanna kicked too... hais.. fckers drunk really like monster.. totally lose control!

they're all damn damn drunk and STUPID....

tmr going xchange pub to collect my pay~ -kekeke- he offered 10bucks to ask me to stay i oso dun wan coz.. tis pub is located @ boat quay! i hate boat quay, coz i prefer executive crowd.

startin of next month, gonna cut down my hrs.. coz my complexion is starting to get worst. Nid to take care of my skin liao.

after readin a someone's blog, i think she's kinda lame... coz it's standard tt pple will ask number frm u and flatter u.. haha asif onli she kanna.. haha really a newbie... aniwae i m glad tt shes out of my life and im still with all my good friends... =]

tis mornin, my bro rush into my room, and threw a bottle of duno wad~ onto my bed and said "nah,ur bdae present" then rush out and went to work. Now then i realised, it's Sebastian titanium protector conditioner~ haha* so sweet of him... i never "BAI TENG"!

dear friends! pls come at abt 7pm tmr k.
hehe we r gonna have a GREAT time!

im really fortunate to hv a good family, tis bdae i spent nothing and hv such a big party.. not onli tt. i hv a good boyfriend, a good cousin who dote on me, and a good bunch of friends..who are always therefor me. im contented... wad else can i ask for?

i love u guys

going out to meet abbey dear for lunch~~~ ciaozzzzzzzz

2005-09-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

saw tt bag of rubbish ahha! so 'bu ya guan'

5 more daes to my Birthdae

its approachinggg... im so excited haha~
can gather all my friends at chalet and play, sing ktv, drink..
kekeke*

love clifton to bits

darling is such a SWEET HEART! he forked out $480, which is more than half of his ns pay, to buy me my bdae present! so so touched. The model is Nokia 6670. At 1st wanted to get 7610, but heard 6670 is more stable than 7610 coz it is not as problematic.. Hope so bah* right now, im havin difficulties with it.. not used to it ~ aniway guys im usin new number now, so tag me if u dun hv.. hehe

Dear thanks alot.. u really beri teng wo~

and i finally bought my burberry wallet =P YESH! can slash out 2 items frm my wishlist. keke~ kris got it for me at 30% discount sia. Thanks to her. No more shoppin liao, coz now im fckin broke!!!!!

its onli $280 actual price is $390

bought tis lil perfume (romance) frm bugis

Sundae
Cousin wedding went smoothly, enjoyed the ceremony. I got Ang baoz too.. coz im the "jie mei"~ wish them all the best and give them all the blessings!!!

the lil ribbon made by my cousin for the "jie meis"

not lettin the groom in till we get our ANG BAOS

myself =]

love tis black dress so much

me n my sis

my darling and i =]

2005-09-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

working has been alright. my sleepin disorder is gettin better~
finally!! or else i nid to visit the doctor liao.
yesterdae received 3 roses frm a customer..
bleh..i dunno him well at all~
quite surprising.

got my cheque but onli can get them by mondae~ sianz..
tmr is my cousin wedding.. goin to her hse to paint her nails for her
keke.

i didnt noe my "tua hua yun" so good one..until tis month..
headache`

haha. bhb right.. but its really disturbin!!!!!!!!

2005-09-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

Me. Abbey. Yvonne!

Friends Forever

look! we macham clubbin hahaha

Watched One More Chance at jp.
it's a nice show,
alil touching..
dear bought mooncakes for my mummy. *Thanks dear*

dear joined us for dinner, mummy cooked good food~ had a satisfied meal p~

Pictures taken todae

my pretty nails *all done by myself*

my precious baby
he soooo irritatin, but i likee~~

our lover slippers! -keke-

he's so happy that he still has some money to withdraw -l0ls-

got an offer frm a friend.. something to do with modelling and roadshow.
-.- no idea wads their offer also..
aniwae dear friends with good complexion,
i hv a lobang..part-time - loreal beauty advisor~ 6bucks per hr.
lemme noe if u guys r intested~

my dig cam really something wrong! it's not wrkin again~!!!!!!!
Dear dear, poor u hv to bring it back for service~

2005-09-05T15:53:00.000+08:00

i realli have big prb slping!
todae same thing happened, 5+am then manage to slp..
i spent like 3 hrs rolling.. Arghh so frustrating.
a friend of mine told me to drink a glass of warm milk before slping,
duno whether it works.

workin at Boatquay is horrible. but it's a temporary one. the girls all cannot
make it.. quickly get my pay n fck off.

last night went out with my dearest friends. Had a gr8 time shopping and gossipin.
went simply thai for dinner, parco took neoprints, bugis village for shopping and lastly Breko for chilling. Miss tis kinda feelings. Neoprints haven scan yet..
so abbey hurry scan and send me!

Friends forever

im so tired...

2005-09-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

Yeaa!!! finally got ym adidas jacket frm my cousin. Its my 1st bdae present sia.. KS rite?

kekeke.
went Marina Square with cousin ytd, shopped around and saw kenneth n gf. Hmm the gf so... "fake" aniwae who cares.. wah im in love with MS, there are so many things to shop! jus tt. money not enuff. -lols- only bought a top coat frm sasa.

nowadaes i cldnt slp ard 1-2am animore... im awake till 6am.. hais so tirring...
and keep havin headaches! grr.. tis feeling sucks!

workin workin workin..

2005-09-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

Tuesdae

its my off dae! Spent the whole afternoon with darling.
we went to Lot1, watched "drink drank drunk"
not a fantastic show though, endin was so predictable.
aniwae Lot 1 is really a stupid mall, nothing to shop.. nothing to buy..
we left ard 9+, and finally found the correct expressway back.
sounds lame, but darlin spent like 20mins to reach ther~ frm jurong!
lols, coz he made a BIG round -.-"
darlin stayed over at my place. So happy*

Wednesdae

went town with darlin, makan subway..then shopped for Havaianas slippers @ heerens.
dear bought a black one.. and got for me a crystal dangling earrings~
too bad i gt to work at 8pm, cldnt spend more time with darling... hais..
dear happy 1 yr 3mth anniversary

i love u lotsss

Elin came over to my pub to look for me..so sweet of her,lookin forward to go momo
with her~ xP Abbey Von and Stir! After ur Papers better go momo with me ahz*

its a NEW mth again.. and its SEPTEMBER!
kekeke* which means lotsa celebration comin up..

Cousin Wedding approaching..

Sister R.O.M approaching..

My Bdae chalet approaching..

busy busy busy..

2005-08-28T13:25:00.000+08:00

dunno why u will find it mafan.. im the one going over not u k.
aniwae, u nv appreciate so.. forget it

Went out with my mum ytd.. she drove us to Taman jurong for Curry Fish Head.. =P~
now then i realised the market has been shifted. *So slow sia* I used to grow up there,
everything seems so "new" now.. cldnt recognise that place animore.

after dinner, went to cityhall, met Abbey, Nicky n Von for awhile. Finally found the addidas jacket tt i like. Its onli $119 brown n orange color. Cousin gonna buy it for me ^^

Fridae

met be n von for dinner, shopped around.. i have so many things to buy! Cant wait for my pay.. wrking has been alright, so far so good. Now then i noe the pub beside us pay their gers for $12 .. they r all not bad lookin, but really bitchy! All l0ok so wannabe.

2005-08-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

woo.. guess wad i onli drew like 6 illustration and i passed!
lols, so amazing.. tot i gonna fail~
aniwae school is gettin more n more stressful.
tis is onli 1st yr! dunno how m i gonna cope tis 3 yrS.

tot of givin up.. but i cant!! i noe will regret*
bear with it!

after school went dear hse, makan together.
glad tt we r on gd term now.. hope it will continue tis way~

went to work at 8pm, its my 1st dae at tat pub.
hmm.. Their Ladies drink is 3bucks nia..
the pub is not complicated, not smokey coz they got high ceiling.
customers not rowdy, waitress veri 'zhi dong'~ didnt push all the work to me.. even though im new.
hmm..overall consider GOOD! but its onli 1st dae..

xiaoling came to look for me at 1am.. with melvin.. (super super stingy guy). She already quitted @ century. Yea~ hope she will work here soon...

but the boss is like cuttin my hr.. kns!
onli 6 -7 hrs..sob

2005-08-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

oh shit.. i missed lesson again!
i did my drawin till 3.30am!!!
maybe too tired, cldnt hear the alarm ring~

sleepy face

tis morning, had a petty quarrel with darling.
thankfully, he still noe how to coax me.. and we managed to
'cool down' or else i will be rottin at hm.

so happy dear brought me to makan then ktv~ hehe
he also bought crystals for my nails @ arab st.
and i also pampered myself wid manicure.

coz long time nv get my nails done by other manicurist..
im always doin for myself..
hehe its a lil treat coz horoscope for tis mth "pamper urself indulge with lil treats"
hehehx life is amazing with manicures, spa, massage!*
gonna book one massage with my mom next mth.

yea my digital camera has been repaired!!!!! darling gonna pass it to me tmr..
more pics can be taken *excited*

tis purple heels which i bought a few daes ago, is killing my feet~ lols.
still not used to the height!

2005-08-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

sian
so sian
so so sian

me in combine lecture!

spent like 70bucks todae..

bought 2 belts frm bugis village!

red basket bag.

fasio mascara (have not use it before, heard its gd)

after school went to meet darling.. had dinner together..
then dear fetch me home. Watched the korea show again... damn pissed by the step-sis!
why evil pple always get in the way! hais.

school is gettin worst n worst.. more drawin to be done!
i realli cannot dRAW!

//stressed!

2005-08-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

my poor nephew
high fever.. 38.9degree!
hais heart pain....

school tmr.. dammit
homework not completed..

sian..
moodless

no matter wad i sae pple wun believe
they dun look at my point of view..

its alright la..
i dun needa prove to anione im right.
coz wad for?
if they think i onli care abt money..go ahead..
coz i noe if they were me they will be the same..

aniwae..
i jus learn not to trust friends animore..

so me n kel toks things out already.
so peace~
but dun think i can ever give 100% animore.

2005-08-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

had a horrible night at momo.

coz of $52 bucks.. i see the "Real u"
nvm.. im jus SO lucky!

cant be bothered..at least i learnt sumthing~
since its not their money, they feel nothing..

dun come n sae
"why keep tokin abt $$$??"
c0z im fckin angry wid the WAY u treat me
not the drinks or money..pls la, with my pay i can always treat u..
jus hate to be fool by friends...

replied me "we r outside..blah blah..come n look for us..." huh? wtf?
come out? - together with my jug???
think wad, i can take the whole jug walk out arh~ crazie..
"wheres the drinks? we nv even drink?? " wtf? dun come n tell me
wheres the drink? - if u wan u come back okie! I hold the fckin jug
for more than an hr.
for the sake of u two k!

dun wait till i buy liao then SAE 'none of ur biz"
said ON. so i went to buy .. bought liao, no one wanna drink or even bother to pay... really "BUEY ZI DONG" on the spot no cash nvm...its like dun ACT like
its not ur prb k~ the way u responded ..makes me dulan!

yay... i noe cat's not feeling well, but does tt give u a reason to
heck abt the drinks... so i LL la.

Fck la.
enuff of "tua-ing" now the money issue...
thanks alot...
THANKS

im beri CHIM XIM with friends liao

//ill-feelings dun build up in jus 1 dae
and dun be too shallow.. its not always $$$$$$
money money money.. its the way u do things k so Xiu wei!

ytd my bf and his friends came as well.. so is like super big gang.. theres Lineng,Lionel,Gary,Ze min,Yan fa,Kenny, glenda, esther..etc

guess i wld enjoy if i nv kanna all tis childish prb..

2005-08-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

my lil sweetheart is soooo nottie hahaha...hes tryin he's best to be in our pic! lols omg so cute!

So we decided to squeeze his face..when hes allowed to be in the picture~ -hhahhah-

last night, dear came over to hav dinner with my family.. mummy cooked so many delicious food, we had abalone too! *hehe* she's realli a good chief.
On my bdae she will be the one preparin buffetS! *happy*

watched superstar.. im super disappointed. Thou kelvin touches our heart and its remarkable to come so far till finals with his condition,
jun yang has a better voice~ "Dong Ting" and crystal clear, plus he's damn yandao.
hais... so sad!
Do u think kelly sang as well as xin hui? i dun think so...
last night results simply screwed up and shocking~

momo tonight... hehe so excited! gonna meet up my girlies (be,von,stir,cat,daphne,nicky) for dinner *smirkz*

2005-08-18T13:45:00.000+08:00

i hate to organise thing..
or rather planning for gathering, outing or wadever shit

im always takin initiative..!
one dae i wun be bothered with u guys animore..
and when u all understand how i felt,
its too late..
its better for me to spend time with pple who wanna spend time wif me.
thanks for the reply
SEE 1st... SEE how.. Maybe.. or some worst` no reply..

Fucking MAd

2005-08-17T11:50:00.000+08:00

food poisoning
viomitted...
thanks to michelle if without her,
i will be so ...lost!

went to see family doctor.
hasn't been visitin him for yrs,
he said i've grew so much.. and become a pretty girl~
omg. lols (flattered)
but he is scaring me..
advise me to drink coke when i wanna viomit again....
*haha* special!

fridae coming.
MOMO here i come.....

me n michelle.
in class

2005-08-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

me n classmate Cindy!

me n weiling

went interview just now.. he's offering 10bucks per hr.
with ladies drink commission!
omg. the highest pay i get~ its a newly estb. pub`
located at hongkong st, beside clarke quey mrt
beri easy to find~

Damn my assignment! its so muchhh
im so stressssed up
i cant DRAW for nuts!
theres so many drawingggs.... omg... im calling quit liao

2005-08-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

overslept.
missed first lesson!!!
missed 9 calls.
lols

aniwae im rushin now, for the next lecture.
after school, going interview at hongkong st.
10 bucks per hr.
dunno the pub messy anot~?

haisss.ss...s.s.s i kinda regret cuttin my hair.

2005-08-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

I QUITTED!! coz theres no longer Ladies drink.
wtf right? now i hv to reject customer frm buyin drinks for me,
since i dun benefit frm it.
hated tt biatch~ she a pain in the neck!

todae i watched Stealth with my bf! its a great show.
5stars for it.

hmm september is comingg!! so soon..
im already planning for my chalet *lols*
kaisu right?
i noe.
gonna send invitation cards thou most of them
already been invited verbally~
hehe.
for the fun of it lah ;p

yessshssSSs! my cousin is gettin me
addidas jacket~ but dunno which one is nice
have not eyed anione yet..

Fridae

meet esther for lunch, i had subway again.
actually im meetin 4 person!!!
but those who agreed to meet at 4pm~ DIDNT turn up!
at least abbey tried to come asap, but too bad shes so late
i gotta rush to work.

sian of tis kinda friend.

oh ya, i met my BMC classmates too! such a coincidence~
they tried to reach me but failed, coz my previous number is not in use.
We took neoprints and lotsa pictures, scroll downnn to see...some neoprints not scanned yet!

THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS
Abbey Esther Yvonne, thx for coming all the way to look for me.
so touched~! too bad im workin!!
if not we can play more game n chitchat together.
oh i got STRAIGTH FLUSH for DAIDEE *lucky me*

if i managed to find a better place, look for me again hor...
drinks on me!!! hahaha.

after so many donkey years, we are still as close as ever..
how blessed am i..
lol

i foresee a great gatherin on 18th of sept
HAHA

PHOTOS

me n bmc gers

me n nafa classmate weiling! i miss my long str8 hair

i saw ben!!!! frm channel U

darling n i

clifton n his sushi haha

2005-08-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

so blurrrrr

2005-08-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

fuck
i dun get to see fireworks tis yr.
so bloody fckin pissed off .
i love fireworks, but too bad~i missed it
arrggh! hated tis kinda nonesense..
cant u see im busy enuff, why u so petty???
isnt the bf always waits for their gf?
All i ask for is - stop givin me troubles pls!!!

HAIZ, schoolwork is piling up. ITS SO MUCH.
right now its still half done, gonna burn midnight oil liao~
Aniwae one big annoucement -lols-
*Jina had her long locks CUT OFFFF!!!!
its now at shoulder length now.
hahas im makin it a big deal!

guess wad ive nv cut so short since the last 5 yrs.
once the pics r uploaded, i will post it here!
not too used with short hair.. but i like my new hair style.
hehe.. i look so much fresher.

work is gettin worst. . .
my boss, is so bossy n stingy!!
cab fare also wanna save !@#$%&*
im gonna request for 9 bucks per hr by month end.
if not im gonna quit n choose another pub.
cannot take it animore

yea my cousin helpin me to get burberry frm england, so its Cheaper! and
theres more design..
shiokz

2005-08-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

tired. im so tired! my feets are aching.. stand for too long.
ytd went town with nicky.. let her waited so long *paisei*
we did shoppin.. but onli ended up buyin 2 earrings.
weird right i got my pay but im not spendin it liek b4. -lols-

tt evon was suppose to meet me at 4pm but she happily came at 7pm!!! so we jus had dinner together then i headed off to work.

workin was like hell last night. tis biatch (colleague) she simply jus jealous abt me. she love to snatch things frm me.. like the toilet..i que for so long and she jus cut my line and nv apologise!!! when im singin she jus snatched my microphone away.. "wtf" SHE CANT EVEN SING BETTER THAN ME! so not shy! -piss me off-

i think she's realli childish aniwae...
after work went to meet up with Elin..then dap denise cat came at 3+am.. i had some drinks with dem..then danceeee with like siao char bo..the music not my type. haha heck care~

enjoyed~ i miss them..

i noe which burberry wallet im aiming already!! $350 kekekeke
if tis month pays allow hopefully i can get it myself .

my bf is cheezed off by me. coz im late home... i didnt hear my phone ring. 16 MISSED call` im so dead~

under ignore list.
hais

2005-08-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

More pic frm von's camera~

my dearest 0ld friend

pretty babes lols

its us again

lol shopping freakz

im so exhuasted... went over clifton hse tis afternoon... and all i do was SLPING n SLping.. sry dear, din tok much with u...~

todae mens cramp was terrible..missed last lesson..cldnt take it animorE~
i guess our trip to gentin n hk gotta postphone...dear wanna invest on his drivin license =[ and so goes my burberry...

sob sob

tmr is a long long dae~
i miss my girls... lets go chill on fri!!

2005-07-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

me n my nafa classmate

ive so many homework to be complete! Stressssss.s.s..s
lata goin to work @ 7pm. im so lonely..

*Dear friends
i nid magazine... Style n Elle Especially anione has? Old or New doesnt matter... pls donate to me~

nowadaes im feelin so insecure... i had nightmares like my bf married my friend's gf... or his ex-es, so ridiculous..sad*
all tis dreams made me cried... hais.. wad the fck is wrong with me. Seen so many bastard... i dun wanna get cheated~

..tokin abt ex..i saw my bf ex~ tt big ass at cityhall.. haha (so mean)
My dear friends said shes cannot make it.. YES! not even!!! i shldnt worrie..
the tot of it jus boils me.

move Bitch Get out the way...!

pictures below are taken 1 week ago.. our gatherin -lols

me abbey esther

sisters forever

tha wannabesss

2005-07-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

Sori for not updatinggg..
im so bz schoolin n workin.

Wed, went marina with dear .. we watched Sin city, Yes its hot stuff.. lols.
kinda disgustin as well. Damn sian, the whole marine has no atm! so we hav to walk all the wya to millenia walk. so sucky.
then ytd we went bowlin together.. i miss going out with him.
After so much quarrels , all we wan now is peace..

Last night was my 1st dae of work in a pub, weird thou.
dunno how to "PR" ard -lols-
thankfully my bosses are nice pple..
its kinda relax... jus hv to serve and play game... sing ktv
aniwae we r short of waitress.
they r payin$8 per hr.. taxi fare is given hmm..quite a decent place...

i saw a weird customer ..he noes where i live omg.` hate his fat face!
i miss my sugarpiex n honeybun...

2005-07-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

im lyk abandonin my blog..
haha. Theres like no time for me to blog..
so busy. so many assignment!!

we patched back tis morning.
i dunno wads going on..
tis whole week has been a torture
its diff to let go ..
hope we can really compromise.

guess wad..
something dramatic happened,
clifton found out tt i fagged and he threw away
the whole box .. (down his window)
its like full pack!!!! -.-"

nevermind.. im not addicted~ jus wanna try.. hahs

Todae im so late! i missed Com skills. Took cab down ..wasted $15!!!
no choice..i nid to attend may yip lesson.. shes like te strictest among all.
we learnt figure drawing.. so FUn.. thou im not good with drawings.
im sure after a few months i can draw better -smirkz-
After sch, went paradiz centre with pris, em, michelle and weiling.
took neoprints ..its been so long since i took neoprint!'

Next tues we hv to attend a fashion show at madarin hotel , Cool~

No momo for tis month. =[
gonna save up!!! for more materials
Thankfully dear lend me some of his art material,
or else i have to waste $$ again.

So many things to be done!!!
1) Gonna look for new job.
2) Do all my assignment and research
3) Buy Materials.
4) Tidy my MESSY room

-tired-

2005-07-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

TEMPORARY
NOT BLOGGING

2005-07-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

Temporary.
No more blogging.

2005-07-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

screwed up the sewin machine.
messed up my calico.

damn restless.
damn moody..

so now
im same as them..
hope i wun be as addictive.

its a long dae.
tired..
broke..
spent so much on materials,
still not enuff.
lessons are as usual.. time is passin so slowly..
i luffed i joke but when i stare blankly..
i began to feel sad.

my hrt is so numb .. i hope i cld cry... so i will feel better...
but i cant.. i've nv felt worst than tis.

i dun wanna quarrel with him animore.
maybe..being friends...can last longer

2005-07-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

i didnt shed a tear..
i didnt hide behind my blanket and cry..
i didnt hug my friend and sob.

..all these no longer help or express
my agony..

wad can be done to a broken dream?

i think its fair to feel so upset ,
becoz u were once on cloud 9...

that life.
fuckin confuse.

and the night seems longer...

2005-07-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

we had smss gatherin at momo~
denise elin dap cat mastura and me were there.
momo is fun (onli the rnb part)
jus tt the crowd is kinda old n many nsf .
saw many familiar faces and despo pple.
but ignored. Coz all cannot make it.
phuture is like gettin worse~
so sad

fri properly dressed but the music is worst than ytd.
then ytd im in so - wrong attire~ tee n skirt and SLIPPERS
so im like the worst dressed...
but its okie.. it doesnt matter~
spent 2 nights over at stir and dap place, subsequently.
thanks for the accompany.
ytd we're like crazie women esp, on the cab..
farnie..

and tt 2 despo guy wanted to treat us potatoes -.-
i think they're drunk.

i had 2 sinful nights.
drinkin and faggin.
so confused
jus wearin a mask
my hrt and soul is like separated.

2005-07-15T16:13:00.000+08:00

actualli feelings is realli important.
im not sure where's my feelings..
its all over the place~

arguments and quarrels definitely worsen our relationship
pinned too much hope is not good,
u'll be disappointed.

so bored.. so confused..

2005-07-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

how's school? Answer is here ... i hv lotsa stuff to SHARE.

School is gettin boring.. firstly no eye-candy! secondly no lessons yet!

1st dae was terrible.. coz i missed orientation, so i dun hv timetable. No idea which class i'm in. And i got a wrong timetable frm the office. Arghhh i didnt attend the 1st lesson!
Wad's worst? i felt like a complete idiot and lonely.. in the combine lecture, everyone sat with new classmates.. whereas i sat in the middle of nowhere!

- Confused panicked "where is my classmates?"

i managed to pass tat 1 and a half hr alone stoning.. tryin to force a smile to anyone who is lookin at me. But i think my forehead wrote " i'm LOST " ! *hahah* think too much !
Nobody seems familiar except for tt b*tch who is in the same course as me. Well, shes not in my class *phew*

Later on, i began to find out who's my classmate.. and apparantly they found a LOST SHEEP. I think my class is cool. Pple are extremely friendly and talkative. We have onli 1 guy in class, he's so honoured~
So eventually i noe the whole class in 2 daes. =)

The sad part is, within 3 daes there is already internal conflict. I wanna stay neutral. -haha- At some point of time, and puttin myself in their shoes~ . So cut out those behaving childishly . Most importantly its time to tame my tongue! No more gossiping.. not among the class esp. No one is perfect~ both grp hav really nice pple! Hopefully, misunderstandin will been solve by next week.

arrr.. better SHUDDUP la!

Alright~ no sch for tmr but i've to work * yawn* Though my timetable is abit "xian liang" 3 daes a week for lessons - mon to wed, left with thurs n fri - to do our projects and assignment with friends.
Tis whole month is damn stressful! Coz there are so many materials to buy. I spent nearly.. 40bucks merely on sewin materials? There are MORE materials for graphics, textile and fashion detail... etc? omg. its onli 1st week!!!!

SssOo scary...design sch is a money sucker school *haha*

or shld i sae, they're encouraging us to invest for our bright future!
po0r parents~ but i will provide them double when i grow up *promise* -lols-

How i wish someone can donate a few hundreds to me. FAT hopes

below are the stuff i shopped for tis week~ its really a shoppin week..

t-shirt frm levis (obviously)
mango long sleeve
a cool top frm far east
skirt frm candles
earrings
star of david!

this is a precious necklace!!! Given by my cell grp leader~ it frm ISREAL!

other stuff i bought - a new renoma wallet, slipper and a white cardigian .

my student card, its not nicely done...

Our gathering -haha- i miss cat and kelly

crazy us doing tis in town

2005-07-09T02:37:00.000+08:00

i wanna SCREAM so loud!! Super duper upset with my badly rebonded hair. Never ever go rebonding else where except for Kimage anymore~

Hurrssss.. after washing my hair.. my ends became soooo rough and dry. =[ $150+ totally wasted.
hais..... Big SIGH!

War of the world is fantastic.. 3 thumbs up.. its quite terrifyin as well -lols- due to the sound effects. Darling didnt noe its abt aliens -haha- so he's abit sian diao. Enjoyed being with him todae. After all the cryin and arguments, i noe we still care for each other.

Im so addicted to amk's sugarcane drink.
no idea why it tasted so addictive..? -yummy-

Yea~ my parents is back frm m'sia, i miss their naggings. (seriously) the house is so empty without the folks -haha- 0h my sec pay is coming.. tmr i think.. i mus control control!! cannot spend now.. mus save!!!

2 more daes to sch - abit nervous *LOLS! hope as i mingle ard... im able to spot some Sharkies!? (cute guys) no la dear..*kidding* i mean nice friends..

todae 2 of my friends enlisted ..i wish them all the best ~ hope they can get used to the lifesyle inside. OH its horrible

2005-07-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

i didnt shop much todae, its suppose to be an enjoyable shopping dae but somehow his ns stuff affected my mood. -Sigh- so worry for him, hopefully nothing bad will happen tmr *pray hard*
dear ah.. if u think i dun bother abt u, u're wrong.. im equally worried. Sry for givin u tt Charcoal face, i was quite upset coz its such a rare chance for u to get Off on weekdae, and i realli wish we cld spend it well. Sadly its spoilt by ur idert Sir !

We also watched "alot like love" its a gr8 movie. The couple is so Sweett.. watch it watch it!

Tmr im gonna do rebonding.g.g.g.g~ crazie right ? so excited for wad? bcoz i hate my hair .. its so messy!!!! too many layers, it seems liek lion king* -haha- If only my bro quickly grad his hairstyling, but so farrrr he onli noes highlighting..basic treatment and jus started learnin rebonding. Slowww..

kelly ong faster finish ur test. get ur ass out of tampines!!!!!!!! lets order birkenstock online together!

SHOPPING ITEMS

Kelp cardigian hehe i got 30% 0ff!

White top frm lerange`

facial mask frm basic beauty

Pink blusher frm esprit

vic E body care kit (given by clifton's mum)

didnt noe she linked me -.- until kel told me haha*

2005-07-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

Over night prayer was Fantastic. Veri tirring but its worth it. Tts my 1st time praying frm 11.30pm - 5am! damn shiok. The whole city harvest church is packed with pple~ Cell grp was great too~ we celebrated Pamela's bdae! hehe She likes her present beri much, coz its chosen by cherish and me! ^^ we did some shoppin too coz i got half of my pay..
i bought a pink rip curl bag.. Kelp mini skirt and floral top! Damn niceeeeeeeeeeee* The bag my fav Esp. its selling so fast, i think i bought the last 2?? -hehe-

oh, im goin to order birkenstock frm a Website.. coz its so much cheaper... and more design! thanks to cherish *smilez*

tis is bought by my sis, she got it frm Hongkong. Kawaii rite?

i think i will take the $ to do rebondin 1st, maybe hp next month then buy.. too many clothes to get...
Mondae's comin!! so excited i wanna sing ktv with dear dear..~

going church. update tmrrr

2005-06-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

Yo~~ im back... hav been workin dae and night.. theres no time for myself ..and updating my blog. I missed many of my dear friends. Evon, Abbey, Kelly, Daphne, Cat, Esther, Elin.. Etc~~~~~ gonna meet them up b4 sch starts. I can go zouk... so happppppy dear allowed~ so long nv club` miss dancin!!

Yeaaaa pay dae is approachin. Promised Yvonne to do retail therapy with her. Shld i stay with my choice? or shld i change my mind? hais.. 3230 or 7610? daphne sae 3230 keep havin prb. But im desperate to terminate STARHUB!

Just now watched initial D with darling at amk. Jay looks kinda cute in the movie. Esp when he blushes. Still have lotsa great movie comin up~nid more timeee to catch them.

Time is flyingg finally, july is gettin nearer.. until now im still not quite sure the date for sch. Gotta call them up so0on.

im exhuasted... tmr FULL shift again =[

2005-06-23T18:32:00.000+08:00

thanks to my Colleague i lost my 2 sim cards.. so u guys cant contact me on tt 9853**** number.. -sianz- aniwae im going to change plan soon i hate starhub!

workin has been boringggg, no customer.. lookin at the same old clothes for daes. Pathetic!

darling kanna "tekan-ed" again, so he has saf AND ndp, poor fella.. i guess national dae have to celebrate ALONe~~ miss last yr national dae with darling~

Tuesdae

went out with kelly cat denise daphne esther ..had a Great time gossiping ~ all the sex tok and bitchin~ -lols- wad to do........we're all biatch!` miss them all

tmr cell grp *lookin forward..

2005-06-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

Time is passing so slowly, i want it to be faster~~ i wan june to come to an end so i can do retail threapy! but i will be smart to save some up for emergency, as if. Done window shoppin ALONE todaeee.. How horrible.

So sad i think aunty is visitin me soon.. my pimples are coming out -arghhh- too stress too stress... -penniless~ relationship~ weightloss~

Thanks dear for buyin "ren shen yang ming jiu" for my mother's bdae. Cant wait to celebrate on thursdae.. coz my mothers steamboat simply rox!!! abalone,seafood,vege .. no mercy~

goin to do rebondin!!! Cherish hair so nice..so shinny.. all thanks to shisedo cream~~

Sundae dear Abbey attended sundae service! she seems to enjoy it =) actually i more than happy when she agreed.. will continue to pray for her. Really hope to see all those who are lost returnin to God.

//he nv fails.

2005-06-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

jus done my nail art todae.. hehe added crystal on every fingers~ beri free rite?

todae Cell grp is SuperD!! i dunno why when i worship him... i feel so sad tt ive backslided so many times~ and im so thankful that God is always merciful. Simply love being in cell grp and service.

past few daes have not been slpin well.. stupid hse.. huanted!! I nid bro stephen to cast demons out!!!

..tired

2005-06-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

everyone is busy... =[ my friends all bz with sch work!!! hope time pass faster so i can start schooling *smile*

im gonna enjoy my life and no one can interfere. cant be bothered with things thats always affecting me. i dunno how to be a good gf la.. im bad im evil.. im tempermental`

jus now at amk, saw 3230 at $268 only!! woohoo..plus trade in..its somewhere around 180+ -haha- so cheap!! got extra money for rebonding and highlight too~ cant wait for my damn pay.

hmm..gonna treat kelly and abbey to dinner..owe them bdae presents =x

i've lose weight!! im back to 42kg~ and gain back my flat tummy` yea i shld starve more..

friendster is getting annoying.. keep sendin me mails abt other pple updatin their blog... who cares those tt im not close with~ waste my time!

love my cute nephew to bits~

dumb pose

//dunno hw to love

2005-06-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Mr & Mrs smith is Such a hilarious show... mixture of everything -lols- Most importantly they're both so dead-drop gorgeous and Sexyyyy!!

Last night went out with daphne, cat, nicky, ai wei, dominic and cockroach...-haha- we slacked at nydc...chit-chat, waited for the everyone.. then took a longgg time deciding where to chilll. 1st we went rouge but sadly, the crowd was bad almost 1/2 of them =malays. Not racist jus feelin out of place -haha- so we left..and eventually ended up at winebar. It's weird tt i dun have the temptation to go in phuture. So unlike me. Aniwae I found a liquor tt doesnt taste lyk medicine and for the 1st time i said its nice. I saw many familiar faces, yi han,kenneth...etc. 1 of my Bmc friend is workin there and She's goin nafa too! most probably same course *faint* Dun realli lyk her .

I miss phuture.. maybe before sch start, i shall go down with them again.
Thanks girls for last nite, if u guys were not there to console me.. i might not be thinkin rationally. Its fun being with u guys. Miss all the gossiping session.

we're fine

2005-06-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

Tmr is my 3rd dae of workin.. it's full shift tomorrow! hai! My legs gonna brk.
Dear thanks for mondae, u came all the way to accompany me. And thanks for todae, im glad tt. we're okay again.

Hmm..saw En ling tt crazie babe at Pacific plaza -lols- good shes workin there.. can get STAFF price for Roxy stuff~ -hehe-

School gonna starttt in a month's time, I gotta do some retail therapy before that!!
More tops. Demin mini-skirt. New bag. and New phone 3230 (most prob)
argh my pay dae still longggg..

Cant wait for pay dae.. i nid to pay so many bills....!!! -pathetic- Financial blesssinggg pls fall upon me.

2005-06-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Jus came home from bro stephan's weddin! Congrats congrats!! Its their big big dae~ my bf accompanied me too. Im so touched by them, they are so xin fu... the atmosphere is there.. its overwhelming and my tears jus flow out when i see how God save marriage and his people. All the best to their marriage!!

Had lotsa thoughts in my mind right after hearin pastor preaches abt love and marriage. Its so true.. that we nid to give each other lots of attention, appreciation, generous with our praises, physical touch and affection...etc~ learnt more thing abt love..

But everything takes 2 hands to clap.

Praise God

2005-06-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

jus came back from his hse.
So sad. tot we cld have a good time..
aniwae, i miss kel, i envy her.
i wish im as happy as her.

ger among the 3 of us..
u're always the happiest and luckiest one.
glad tt u and him are so sweet.
so pampered, so xin fu.
all blessings to u and derrick.
hai. When is my turn?

well, tmr will be my 1st dae of work
i gotta slp early. So tired..
yay i nid to be discipline..
its at isetan.. happen to shop ard do come n look for me~

2005-06-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

My maid left..the moment we reached departure hall..i felt so sad!
I cld feel that 'sour' feeling in my hrt, when we hugged and sae gdbye.
Her eyes was red. I noe she miss us too.
2yrs is quite a long period..moreover shes always round me.
hais.. so miss her!

My lil nephew hide his feeling pretty good. But i noe.. coz its so obvious even when he alone..he look so gloomy, he walks with his head down. Poorthing`

My mom bought us to swensen for dinner...afer that we went home.

SO weird.. home is so quietttt..

2005-05-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

oww..im feelin so woozy right now~
last night, i only managed to slp at 6am!!!!
tts a bad timing..

I cant think! There's a PARTY session in my head!
hais... insomnia
Sooo sleepy sooo tired...

i look like a drug addict

Ytd watch MADAGASCAR with darling. It's hilarious, the little squirrel is so cute!
oh i feel like biting it! haha. Hmm worth watchin on a weekdae -lols-
Later on im bringing my maid to watch "Monster in law"~ coz she's returnin home TMR!!!! sigh.. so saddening! So far shes the most obedient maid. No doubt im gonna miss her~ =[ But the scariest thing is, my mom is not gonna hire animore.. she's gonna watch us struggle with the choreS!!!! Can u imagine after havin 10 yrs of maids servin u and suddenly no more? im so so spoilt... but im not a brat!

Argh.. i nid to get a loud alarm clock now.. My room will soon be in a huge MESS

Time files lyk crazy, so crazy.....

Guess my sis is on the way back home.. hope she got me some nice stuff frm Hongkong~
update tmr ciaozzz

Scary

2005-05-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

Here's a new layout again. Look simple and neat. No more branded logos hahas (nicky u saw that?) Past few daes, i've not been slping well. My imagination went wild and i just cldn't stop imagining things, scarring myself for no reason! So frustrating. I guess i need yoga desperately.

Yesterdae was GREAT. It's our 1 Yr Anniversary, Celebrated at his hse. Didn't expect him to get a cake but he did.. so sweet of him.. =) Darling got me Roses, though i prefer Lilies, i still love the roses he got for me. As long as its frm u dada~ i'll like it -smiles-

After eating and exchangin of present, we headed toooo the ZOO! Thank God for the fine weather. We had a great time, laughtin at the animals. Guess wad I saw chimpanzees HAVING oral sex!! My jaw almost dropped when i saw it. I took a picture of it.. so u guys can take a look at it xP -haha- it's kinda obscene. We moved on and found a Peacock hiding behind the bush and managed to take a picture of it's beautiful feathers. We also caught 2 orang-utans fighting!! -haha- Simply amused by one of the orangutan, the way he shaked the tree~ so vigourously, tryin to make the one above to fall.. ~ they are SO mischevious.

Here comes the photoesss..

darling loves the food i prepared -hehe-

this proud Peacock finally show his beautiful featherS!

zebra and us

the rubber tree..

These monkey havin ORAL SEX!!!!

im afraid tt he will bite~

poor von she's locked inside -haha- kiddin

Wad a wonderful dae spent in the zoo. We are dog-tired after 3hrs of walkin under the sun.. so we went home to change and headed to Bishan for Dinner~

Darling thanks for everything. I love you so much. Let's put our heads together and make build a strong relationship =) Im always with u.

2005-05-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

woo... 2 more daES!!! to the big day! so excited
we are goin to zo0o0o0~
its been ages since ive been there.

on tuesdae,
we went back to smss for band concert..
watched the gymnastic dance..so damn flexible!!
haha i was as flexible as them oh well.. tats history
my bones will probably Broke if i try to split.
-lols-

hai so tired.. going interview later.
meetin von.
shopping for my anniversary.

*SecrEt*

2005-05-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Went church with one of my church mate. Onli the both of us.. sob, i prefer saturdae service.. But sat always hv so many activity. This coming week i might need to attend Sun service again. We had lunch together after the service. Then my Mum called.. and affected my mood.. I seriously wish my family will be peaceful.. hais..
After lunch, we went home. Thanks for making all the way down to accompany me for service, though u onli have less than a few hrs of slp. When i reached home~
Thx God everything is solved!

In the evening, met Nicky, Trudy, Mastura and Abbey. Went down to serangoon.. to Raj's bdae celebration. Saw jagjit as well. I miss everyone of them. We had lotsa catchin up and laughter.

At night, Clifton came and fetch me. We went to Bedok 85 makan BA CHOR MEE. Its been 1 yr since i ate tt. man.. the 1st time i came was with Enlong , Kenvin and Guojing. Haha time Files.

Sat

Woke up so late. so tired.. meet lionel and yanfa with my bf to makan Plata. After tt we went to Jalan berseh to look for helmet .. all so obsessed with their bikes.
In the evening, we went ktv until 1am..
Beri sad.. i think it always sux to rely on anione.. Disappointed
dunnoe why sending me home is like a chore to u.

2005-05-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

Ytd is Abbey 19th bdae. Wanna wish her "Happi Birthdae" stay beautiful always. Love you*
Time files, everyone bdae seems to be approaching and very soon it wld be mine.
Took lotsa pictures, posted them below.. ~ -hehe- we saw tis cute lil ducky soft toy, and it quacks in melody ~ so cute!! Yvonne cldnt resist, im sure shes gonna get one.

Went Cell grp at night.. enjoyed it beri much. Felt God's presence, and i felt 'recharge' after tt.

Todae is darlings grandfather bdae.. the food was yummy! Miss the time spent with darling. OH i browse thru their photos and saw Clifton's old hairstyle so beng =x and his TRUMPET CHECKERS pants EEEK ahhaha.. luckily he hv better dress sense now.

1 more week to our One Yr Anniversary (=

2005-05-19T08:14:00.000+08:00

You're the innocent girl next door. You are
friendly, cheerful, kind, and happy. You like
to spread your happiness around making people
feel warm and joyous. To do this you like to
bake cookie and muffins while giving kind
compliments. Plus you actually give apples to
your teachers. You're pure and innocent and
most likely haven't broken many rules. Everyone
loves you. How can they not?

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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In your eyes, people see life... You see yourself
as just an average person! You enjoy life, love
wildlife, but also enjoy time with those who
know you best. You like to get outdoors and let
your mind wander over all of the mysteries god
gave to you. You don't really have a certain
sanctuary because you're so well-rounded, but
you like having fun and adventures, but can
also be found sitting quietly about, reading a
book. You have a pretty good life ahead of you,
never trade it for anything else :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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I guess im too bored. But tis Quiz is kinda TRUE uh? kekeke~~
Darling reported to Camp early in the morning.
After spendin 2 nights in my room, i think im addictedddd to slp beside him.
haha. He's so hugable. Hhhurss.. miss him so much.
This morning abt 3+am, i was awake..and saw him luffin and smiling to himself.
SO CUTE!! but i noe he's probably dreamin abt something funny?
Huggged him right away.. i wish he cld stay with me forever....
I love him, but hes sometime unloveable. Shrugs!!

Havin sore throat!! I realised recently the Job i looked for are all stupid and lame jobs!!! hais.............. guess im gonna quit tis job soon.
i hate working lahz.

2005-05-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

look at us, cute rite?

Haha, i realli love our helmet its so cool. But our vespa at the moment still cannot make it. More work to be done. Just by addin a basket behind cost $120++ , sprayin of new colour cost abt 300++ !!!. All these cost $$ man, so we are slowly changing. Bits by bits. Hopefully next month when i got my pay, i cld contribute some money and invest to make our vespa more "vintage".
One day, our VESPA will definitely be the COOLEST! Because of all the hardworks and time we put in. Im sure its not jus an ordinary vintage vespa, but a vespa filled with nana's and tonton's love. =)
Haha, its addictive sittin on a bike. Coz the feelin is so freeee... although its beri scary when cars are so near u, moreover im lyk the timid'est' person. Bur I believe God will hv Journey mercy on us =] (Darling i noe u hear me sayin for more than a million times, but still im gonna repeat " be alert, drive slow & carefully ok " ) Wo zhen de hao dan xing oh..
Today
is my 1st dae of work. So slack, followed my manager everywhere.. to observe how he speak to clients. Then he 'la kopi' i also 'la kopi' sian sian. After work, darling came and we had dinner together at Bugis market. Then he sent me home =p
Yesterday

Crashed at dear's place. We watched Kingdom Of Heaven @ Bishan, the show is so similar to ALEXANDRA , TROY AND KING ARTHUR. So bored. Feelin alittle moody tt. dae.. dear, i love u and hope we'll be close again. -hugs-

Tmr darlin is stayin over my place coz he hav to wake up early to go the camp at tuas. miss him

2005-05-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

Tired, me so tired...
have not been slpin well for past few daes.
Todae went to church, saw many familiar faces.
Hmm the preachin was good. Thanks to Enlong for invitin and now i rem one thing
i forgot to bring 10yrs SERIES to pass to ur friends. -.-" forgetful
aniwae thanks for the cheesecake as well.

Tmr i can finally finally spend time with my darling, he's so occupied with ns stuff. Poorthing recently very sick and stress. Mus take care of urself.
Miss u boy*

2005-05-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

My nails nicE?? done it myself hehe. Todae i Bought nail polish and mask frm Bugis. Saw priscilla shes workin at "The Face Shop" -keke- she so pretty.
Todae its my FIRST TIME i sit on a bike.. haha Dear got his vespa ytd and todae he came and send me home. Haha.. Although its abit OLD, its still workin fine. Dear nid to change lotsa inner and outer part. $$$ expensive sia. The feeling is so fun..so coolin...but i think im too stressed up.. my whole back n legs numbed haha! And aching right now. TENSED!!!!

Monday im gonna start wrkin, its at bugis, its 5daes work. So sat i can go church.. hehe.

2005-05-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

MY interview SUCKS!! haha. Dun wish to explain further. Its so lame.. waste my trip down to suntec. aRgh.
Aniwae i had a gr8 time shoppin with Abbey. Im so broke... so tempted to buyyy more~
hais. . . i desperately nid a job lahz~
-headache- Darling finally got his vespa, but im worried and afraid of his drivin skill. He don't usually ride a vespa. -sigh- My life is at stake. Aniwae Pray hard nothing is gonna happen to us. Hmm.. tmr meetin him.. miss him lots

im so tired, i cant slppp before 3am WEIRd!!!!

2005-05-12T02:47:00.000+08:00

Pics taken todae. With Esther.. and Darling alone with his awful pose! lols
todae went for interview.. at p-serv~ hopefully i can get the $6/hr job. keke~
Went town with Esther, saw lotsa things i wanna buy, but im so so Broke.
Darling came to meet me at 7+pm. After tt. he accompanied me to California fitness, we talked to the person-in-charge with regards to my membership.
hopefully nothing will happen to me. God pls help!! im beri broke le.
hais..cannot afford to pay any other stuff...

Stuck in the middle `sld i go church? or work?

aniwae i had fun todae..met my dear friends -kelly elin denise daphne kenneth derrick .. we makan at "DIng Tai feng" had lotsa funni tok and foto takin session
will post more pics so0on.

//ciaozzzzzz -tired-

2005-05-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

My new FringE!
kekeke~ i love it so much.. ke ai ma?
stupid evon sae i look so cheena!!!
-lols- aniwae its suppose to be tis way la.. jus lyk nicky - "chinadoll"
hmm..so bored.. whole dae rot at h0me, did manicure and nail art

tmr goin for interview.. wish me luck*

//darling i miss u, i noe u're bz and i nv blame u for not meetin me -hugs-

2005-05-08T23:20:00.001+08:00

u are special in my life..

We patched back on the very next dae.

One whole night of crying...robbed away all my energy.

He smsed me the 1st thing in the morning.. and asked me back..

he regretted and i regretted as well.. guess we are too Stress up and made a wrong step

im feelin so much better..

but the fear still huantin me.

hope i will overcome it as soon as possible.

ytd he stayed over at my place...i cooked Ai Xin Noodle for him. Thank God it was delicious..

Todae we went to Imm.. Saw Superstar competition..

and darling wanted me to give it a try
but its too sudden and i am not prepared haha
next yr bah~

we did some shoppin at Diaso. Bought lotsa stuff.

nail polish thinner and a small mirror

make up wedges and hello kitty h0ok!

After shoppin, we went to Chevon, Sing ktv` its so cheap for a weekend..
2hrs Room = $16 + drinks = $19+
the system is good.. and theres many new songs.
i bet we're goin to come back here to sing very often..

tts all abt it.. tmr another dae to rot...

i love her skirt, and cardigan!!!

miss him

2005-05-05T18:52:00.000+08:00

i think we are realli driftin away..
maybe the main prb lies with me? sigh
i realli cldnt control my anger..everytime u make me upset
i'll get so worked out .
No idea, since when i've become so scary..
its not the usual me...
many times i realise the things u do..i dun realli like it
and the thing i do..u cannot accept it..
we are kinda so different~
and we noe each others' flaws too well,
sigh, i dunno hw to be lovely animore..
theres a dist between us...... i cant feel ur care..
hw can i love u the way i used to?

sigh so dishearted~

2005-05-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

Shopping Day

the things i bought

a pair of earrings, new pair of shoes (hk), a morgan pouch, pearl necklace and nails strengthening top coat!
went town shoppin with abbey, hehe had interviews at 2 places~ 1 @ quiksilver another at Show case (far east).. hopefully quiksilver will select me`
aniwae its a tirrin dae.. bought some stuff which i wanted badly! more to go..but gotta wait for next pay day~

after shoppin, abbey left and i met darling, we had dinner at Esteler~ the chicken taste awful.. so harD!!! my teeth gonna brk~ later on we went to DFS~ window shoppin~
then went home.. missed *JING ZHONG REN* (beautiful illusions) -hais-

omg rainie is so cute n pretty

my old l0ok
im gonna cut tis fringe..by june!! sob miss it so much!! gtg bloggg tmr. cia0z

*sorry, clifton~ im not a good girlfriend, i cannot understand u .. u cannot understand me! Why??????????

2005-05-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

aa..i wan burberry wallet!!!

Monday
Spent sundae night over @ darling place~ beri tired.. didn't slp well..the weather is soo0 HOT!! in the afternoon, i accompanied darlin..to play lan game with his friends.. lols finally i noe how to play warcraft!! hehe..
its quite fun.......jus abit complicating! nid more practice!

Sundae
Met up with my old friends - Mingyao, Zhixiong and En long.. together with Esther and Abbey @ Cineleisure, we had dinner over @ friends. Enlong is damn late.. -.- forever wan.. After tt. we went to Heeren..walk walk..then go to Starbucks` chilll...tok abt cars and bikes~ i noe nuts abt them! Its been so long since i meet up with them. Time flies..its been 1 yr!! since i met Ming yao and Zx ! haha.. kinda fast sia.
After tt. darling came and we went to meet Lionel then head to Coccolatte.. shag ahz!

ANione got weekends j0b lobangsSS?

2005-05-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

Chillin at Friends

Me & Abbey with the big shades!!!

their cute menu..

smelly feet

Went out with Abbey todae.. we had our dinner at Thanying express.. hehe ate so much~ after tt we went to shop around and saw JIE AI!!! its been so long since i met her! she's workin at Vivi.. hehe i like a pink ballet flats from there, she cld help me get 30% off =]

After tt. met Jen and Zul at Cineleisure, we chilled at Friends.

*so borinnnnnnnnnnnnnnng* i wanna buy so much stuffff... sob sob.. so br0ke

2005-04-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

Last night he apologised to me.. and i forgave him.. hope tt. tis will be the last time..

todae after work, went town with darling, and we were at taka searchin for food... I saw FANN WONG my gosh...her legs sooo damn slim n long. *jealous* But she look prettier in real la.. in tv so fake.. aniwaeee ..............i cldnt recognise her its Clifton who spotted her. Hmm after tt. we went to Cineleisure to watch Triple XXX its a GOOD SHOW!! Abit kwai Zhang!

hmmm...tmr darling wun be able to accompany me~ meetin Bebe for Tea~
tts all............
ciaozzz

2005-04-28T13:58:00.000+08:00

here i am sick and terribly in pain.. this pain is so unbearable...
and u happily shoppin for ur helmet.... so tts important and wad abt me?

now i finally noe...

im so wrong abt you!!

theres just too much that time cannot erase

2005-04-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

It takes me quite a while to cool down but it takes me quite sometime to forget.
Have i done something that bad, for u to yelled at me so loud? IM so hurt..

A day just ended this way..
pathetic

wad a wasteful trip` -tired-

2005-04-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

Argh..guess my mens gonna come so0n.. feel lyk a pig, keeps on feelin hungry!!

Another dae passed, didn't get to meet Clifton, coz he knock off late =[ hais. i hate my life now..i hate wad im facing............................. i wanna be free*

oh i love tis baGGGggg!!!

2005-04-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

hehe, finally change a new look.. kinda sick of my previous layout.

Past few days have been spendin time with Clifton. Right now he's posted to 8-6pm job, and i tot we will hv more time for each other. Well guess tats not true.. i think we cld only spend more time together once we get married -haha-
coz my darling is a typical workaholic!

i watched Sahara on sundae, its quite an interestin show, lotsa mystery and thrilling scenes ~ (but the startin sucks)

todae im suppose to be workinnng!!! haha lazy me gave them excuses and now im at home RESTING!! -lols- =x bad girl

2005-04-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

haven't been slpin well for the past few daes..
kept havin weird dreamz.. kinda scary!
i've been workin in this new company for 3 daes -lols- beri slacky job
learn many skills... coz they conduct time management trainings..Etc

Hahaa.. nerdy pics do we look alikE? -haha-
Monday
nothin much on mondae..tts my 1st dae of work.
After work, went to meet darlin in town. We had dinner together..~ hehe.. i love
the feelin of meetin him after work` in the past i can onli hv dinner with him,
when he book out on weekends` =) hopefully tis can continue for lonnnnggg
*miss him lotsss

2005-04-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

Rotting for the whole daee, did tis layout but still not beri satisfied~ gonna take more pics to fill up the empty spaces.

SATURDAY

Spent the night at darling's place =] miss sleepin beside him.. -keke- Slack for the whole afternoon, then went to watch PACIFIER at about 4pm @ Bishan. Quite an interestin show, but im havin headache and it irritates me alot. We shopped around and then went to Yio chu kang club to play bowling.. sadly, the waiting list were full and we can only play for 1/2 hr.. =< but still i enjoyed it. We left at 9pm and darling sent me home.. We had our supper @ Jurong point xD

FRIDAY

Met up my BMC's friends.. Xin ni, Shiqi, Charlene and Janice! Oh, i miss them sosh much, its been so long since we gathered.. we had a very funni neoprint session... the mode was wrong and we really mess up the PICTURES!! -lols- but i enjoyed it~
All the best to *JANICE* hope u will study hard and enjoy new lifestyle over at KL! -HUGS- all the best!

Met darling at AMK, waited for him to bath...and rush to attend his Aunty 60's birthdae party!! hehe i finished the whole bowl of CHILLY CRAB xP~ i guess Clifton got a shock too.. hahaha! hmm our Pics are below`

darling and his grandpa

2005-04-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

tis morning woke up at abt 9am...feelin sooo sooo tired but no choice i promised Abbey to go interview together, so i cannot pangsei her! We met at Clarke Quey, tats the 1st interview venue. Poor us searchin high and low.. for the unit, in the end we realise its 35b not 32b -haha- blur us.

Together we went 2 places to interview another one is at Taka tower B, actually both jobs are roughly the same..is all about promotor thingy, one with basic..another solely on high commission. Tt. fussy ger rejected both -_-" haha aniwae im also no interested after thinkin thru, its not a beri fantastic job.

After the interviewS, we went window shoppin around town...argh my legs are achin, i guess im fatter now.. i can't walk for long distance. I'll get so tired (useless)

Met my Launa Aunty at Paragon, she's so nice to me...treat me makan at the dunno wad "ding tai feng" hmm the prawn waton ramen is fckin NICE! its nicer than crystal jade . (=P~) We chatted for abt 1 hr, she looked thru my contract and ask me not to worri.. at the same time she knocked some sense into my brain =x

i miss my dear..jus now we were at Clarke quey.` coz one of his friend lied to him abt tis new cafe..and wanted to intro him job, which turn out to be some TALK from a company which i've never ever heard of..and its so new and lame. Aniwae, dear wanted to leave so badly, so i act asif my mom wants me to go home immediately.. so his friend cannot stop us and we FLEE frm there. After tt, we went Chinatown to makan dinner... look at his cute hungry FACE -heez- love ya lotssss

My handsome boy

2005-04-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

Many things happened within these few daes,
was damn tired - emotionally.
realised how crucial the world is..
how realistic and selfish everyone can get`

dun hurt me when im already bruised..
i love you..
i hope i will always do,
becoz love itself is not enough.

in ur eyes, im too stubborn
in my eyes, u're ignorant...

the life im going thru right now is not easy~
and its never gonna get any easier..
why went my family prb is gonna be solved
another one pops up again?
why can't i have some peace?
why am i learning things in the hard way..
why me?

-sigh-

im gonna break down soon.....

where is the shoulder i used to lean and cry on???

2005-04-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

Sundae
Last night, i stayed over at dear hse. We watched R(a) at Cineleisure (colour blossom) but we regretted coz the show = sucks~ totally lame. (haha wasted our cab fare) We woke up at abt 11+am, damn shagged. slacked infront of the tv, watched Guess x 3 together. I know we've not been spending weekends together like tis time..seriously i missed it (=
After that we went bugis shopping, Darling cldn't find the right pair of slippers. None of them seems to caught his attention. Luckily im broke coz everything seems to be ATTACTING me to "Buy"
We went to parco.. then to village.. after tt back to parco again -lols- ended up playing arcade together. I was teased by him coz im so lousy with games, instead of playin i was wasting tokens. xD

our silly faces (taken at mos burger)

Saturdae
oh yea, its darling's P0P dae!! finally hes a seageant already. The ceremony started at 9am but i was late so...onli managed to reach there by 9.15am =x It was held at Khatib camp~ felt so happi to witness darling pass out. The parade was shorter than before...its onli took abt 1hr+~ compared to his BMT parade .. tt was like 3hrs? We toured ard their hertiage gallary, watched a video clips which shows their training and lifestyle. We took lotsa pictures.. but i onli post some.. coz some haven developed yet. After the parade, his dad fetched us home..and we took a short nap.
In the evening, We hv BBQ @ East coast. The food were delicious and his campmates are all veri nice pple~ but we didn't stay long coz we went to play bowling. *hehe* had a great time luffin at a bunch of foreigner...becoz they were foolin around and the way the bowl was so farnie. Hmm.. i was quite shock tt darlin can bowl quite well.

darling and me

darling's platoon marching smartly

puttin on his seageant rank

darling @ the beach

l0ls our back view looks kinda farnie

Fridae
(continue from previous post)
Abbey jioed me out..after havin a talk with my damn boss. Wasn't in a good mood so..was kinda grumpy whole dae! We met up at fareast, tok cock..until tt late queen to arrive. Esther joined us in the evenin..then we also met Kenneth and Daphne at LJS.. haha so all of us gathered together and started to joke and crap together.. Sorry to all my friends becoz i realised most of the time i was whinning over my boss and prbs. Well thanks for listening -hugs-

me n daphne hehe

abbey & me in the ladies

the 3 of us